Giving to God

God taught me through a kid at Rocketown tonight. That its not wrong to be needy. That it's okay and perfectly normal to come to my Savior in want. I dont need to have it all together or be strong for myself. And that I dont have to go through a list of giving or need to be prepared in order to give to God. Also, when I am wanting something from anything other than God, I need to search for the deeper meaning, and ask God to fill it. Its not too much to ask. He desires to fill us wholly. I am giving to God in my request to fill my needs because I am admitting that I cannot, nor can anything else, fulfill that need other than the love of my life and the One who loves me more than life.

Flowers and a Response

I saw bouquets of bright and arranged flowers and they were beautiful!
I rhetorically asked the figurative person in my head, "Will you would buy me some flowers?"
Then God responded, "I made all these for you."

And I smiled, and was elated. I just heard the best answer I ever could have received.