Flowers and a Response

I saw bouquets of bright and arranged flowers and they were beautiful!
I rhetorically asked the figurative person in my head, "Will you would buy me some flowers?"
Then God responded, "I made all these for you."

And I smiled, and was elated. I just heard the best answer I ever could have received.

prayer and a hymn

Abba, reveal to me the grace You have given me. And where I am in Your standing. I need positivity, joy, love, happiness, fulfillment, but only from You, bc that's the only place its true. Make me less self-aware, and fix my mind to You Father God!

"Heart of my own heart. Be Jesus my Glory, my soul satisfied.
Oh God be my everything, be my delight."