Abba, reveal to me the grace You have given me. And where I am in Your standing. I need positivity, joy, love, happiness, fulfillment, but only from You, bc that's the only place its true. Make me less self-aware, and fix my mind to You Father God!
"Heart of my own heart. Be Jesus my Glory, my soul satisfied.
Oh God be my everything, be my delight."
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
all is stripped away.
Why do you take what was good away from me? Why are you taking my passion for Rocketown away? Why are you stripping everything from me? How much more do I need to lose? Those are great things, great intentions...was I relying on them for acceptance and fulfillment? You want all of me. You desire my time and my thought. I need to lose the entire identity that Ive created and held on to. What does it look like to let that go? To lose the control? I cant do this on my own. I cant do this at all. Im so lost, broken, confused, ready to quit...hopeless. Its been an amazing week..how did i get to this? What lie did i believe? What truth did i ignore? I wish that there was a method bc it seems like itd be easier. But whats easier than already being accepted and all i need to do is CHOOSE AND BELIEVE? I make it so hard, so complicated. It was such a blessing to be able to process my thoughts/emotions thru convos.
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